Lies and pictures
failing to convey to the deaf soul
All is forever in the in the end.
Today I am a man...
Not only a human-man, but a god-man.
I have left her in the terrified company of my ever-present hatred
She, my darkest secret
and my weakness.
Truth and lies of a wiser child
She has given away my identity, my soul
to a local charity of selfishness and gratitude.
Today I write her name on the bathroom stall
for all the shitters to see and to touch;
to silence the rebellion in my heart and my fear.
Today I hate her with all my love and all of my being.
© Dean A. Klotz